∞

It's been 3 months 9 days since the first day of my college life began. Sigh. Now, I'm getting closer to 2012 which means hell-o final exam! Feel like time flies so fast, rite? So far I enjoy my study here though some classes are too bored. But, the main subject is quite interesting. Yes because I love chemistry. Any of you maybe ask, your medical school was on your first list of your dream yesterday, what about next year? will you stay here or umm you could guess what I mean. I've been thinking about it for quite long time and... in the name of Allah, I'm gonna stay here for the next 3 or 4 years. Amen. Being an environmental engineering student is just too dazzling to be abandoned. The subjects are appealing. I've been already feeling comfortable here and also the people are friendly too. I've ever thought that if I go to med-school or even ITB or UI next year, will it be the same or even worse? No one knows. I've planned and written all of my dreams, my hopes, and wishes on my personal book. I've chosen it and I have to commit with it. Once I ever asked to one of my teacher courses when I was in high school, "which one will we followed, our ambition or our life goals?", she confidently answered "the purpose of your life, sure." My life goals solely is Allah SWT and everybody has their own way to reach within it. This is my destiny. This is where I belong. You just need an extra energy for being an engineering student. If you can't struggle, you'll be dumped.